{"id":3045,"date":"2017-02-02T21:18:31","date_gmt":"2017-02-02T21:18:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/?p=3045"},"modified":"2017-03-25T04:01:32","modified_gmt":"2017-03-25T04:01:32","slug":"im-beat-by-yuma-clark","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/im-beat-by-yuma-clark\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Beat by Yuma Clark"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3046 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"981\" height=\"735\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark.jpg 981w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark-768x575.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark-640x480.jpg 640w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/yumaclark-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 981px) 100vw, 981px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 981px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 981\/735;\" \/><\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\">I&#8217;m Beat by Yuma Clark<\/h2>\n<p>I\u2019m beat.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of people moving<br \/>\nto other side of the sidewalk<br \/>\nwhen I walk my dog at night.<br \/>\nHood down, smile real big, saccharin greeting<br \/>\nrelax<br \/>\nI\u2019m like you<br \/>\nI belong here,<br \/>\ntoo.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of looks<br \/>\nassuming and presuming<br \/>\nguessing race, mood or intent.<br \/>\nThe inevitable<br \/>\n\u201cWhat are you anyway?\u201d<br \/>\nName\u2019s no help\u2013<br \/>\nClark seems safe, though.<\/p>\n<p>I am Yuma!<br \/>\n(Son of the Chief)<br \/>\nI scream inside my head.<br \/>\nBut it comes out as the list.<br \/>\n\u201cRussian, Italian, etc.\u201d.<br \/>\nWhy do I always start<br \/>\nwith Russian and Italian?<br \/>\nnot African?<br \/>\nI hate that I do that,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">but\u00a0do I pass?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of remembering my roles.<br \/>\nTo you, I\u2019m brown enough<br \/>\nto be down.<br \/>\nAnd you, I\u2019m from Fair Lawn,<br \/>\nlight-skinned,<br \/>\n(most seasons)<br \/>\nspeak well,<br \/>\nand will let your hate speech roll off me<br \/>\nlike filthy rain.<br \/>\nShedding most,<br \/>\nbut always leaving an un-seeable stain,<br \/>\nface never showing anything.<br \/>\nDon\u2019t rock the boat.<br \/>\nI don\u2019t know any other.<br \/>\nMy favorite role is me.<br \/>\nAll me.<br \/>\nJust me.<br \/>\nBut<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">it hasn\u2019t been written yet.<\/p>\n<p>Is the audience ready for it?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired of not knowing how\/if to teach this camouflage to my sons.<br \/>\n(Will they need it?)<\/p>\n<p>Will they yield to it?<br \/>\nI cry for the answer to be \u201cno\u201d,<br \/>\nbut nature dictates<br \/>\ncamouflage is adaptation<br \/>\nand adaptation is<br \/>\nsurvival.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m tired.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I\u2019m beat.<\/p>\n<p>###<\/p>\n<p>Yuma Clark lives in New Jersey, where he has been teaching for 11 years. Outside the classroom, his loves are family, learning, and fixing things.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yuma Clark lives in New Jersey, where he has been teaching for 11 years. 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