{"id":9961,"date":"2023-02-17T00:16:55","date_gmt":"2023-02-17T00:16:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/?p=9961"},"modified":"2023-02-17T00:17:31","modified_gmt":"2023-02-17T00:17:31","slug":"glosa-for-my-deteriorating-mother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/glosa-for-my-deteriorating-mother\/","title":{"rendered":"Glosa for My Deteriorating Mother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-9964 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother.jpg\" alt=\"Glosa for My Deteriorating Mother\" width=\"1600\" height=\"900\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.everywritersresource.com\/poemeveryday\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Glosa-for-My-Deteriorating-Mother-1536x864.jpg 1536w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 1600px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 1600\/900;\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Glosa for My Deteriorating Mother<\/span><br \/>\nby Haro Lee<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I don\u2019t ask you to love me always like this,<br \/>\nbut I ask you to remember.<br \/>\nSomewhere inside me<br \/>\nthere\u2019ll always be the person I am tonight<br \/>\n\u2013Tender is the Night, F. Scott Fitzgerald<\/p>\n<p>Your hair, it\u2019s summoned by moonlight now\u2013<br \/>\nOne day I noticed<br \/>\nhow your middle parting beamed<br \/>\nat me. A silver embroidery. The first unwrapping<br \/>\nof fish cartilage by nature\u2019s teeth.<br \/>\nIt was so easy to dismiss<br \/>\nit then. After you painted your roots<br \/>\nwe both went back to normal,<br \/>\nthat new tapestry allowing us to miss<br \/>\nthe warning: I don\u2019t ask you to love me always like this.<\/p>\n<p>That was a long time ago. The first<br \/>\nseason that produced white foliage,<br \/>\nit returned. The tufts that grew<br \/>\nyou painted over like swans<br \/>\ndipping themselves in night\u2019s lake, emerging<br \/>\nblack again. Your timber<br \/>\nweakened. The strands grew thin, breaking<br \/>\noff, the charcoal of it turning brown, burnt sienna,<br \/>\nthen a sick jaundice. You\u2019d grab a tender<br \/>\nbunch of it. Understand. But I ask you to remember<\/p>\n<p>when being young mattered to you.<br \/>\nWhen you were always there,<br \/>\nalways for me, you on a silver platter,<br \/>\nthe crop of your head<br \/>\na waterfall that always ran black.<br \/>\nBlack vines, black veins, black sea,<br \/>\nrich of dark matter.<br \/>\nThe memories of a younger you<br \/>\nburn something beastly,<br \/>\nsomething molten, somewhere inside me,<\/p>\n<p>yearning. But your hair now,<br \/>\nyou catch seasons with it.<br \/>\nYour head is a winter lake, flash frozen by age.<br \/>\nAnd you know how much I want<br \/>\nto break the ice, search for something bleak. Maybe you,<br \/>\ntwenty years younger, a crown of night<br \/>\ngrowing from your head.<br \/>\nA younger you,<br \/>\npromising, against time\u2019s flight:<br \/>\nThere will always be the person I am tonight.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Haro Lee lives in South Korea with her grandmother. Her poems appear or are forthcoming in Michigan Quarterly Review, Zone 3 Press, The Offing, The Indianapolis Review, and elsewhere. She was also the recipient of Epiphany Magazine\u2019s Breakout 8 Writers Prize. You can find her @pilnyeosdaughter.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Haro Lee lives in South Korea with her grandmother. Her poems appear or are forthcoming in Michigan Quarterly Review, Zone 3 Press, The Offing, The Indianapolis Review, and elsewhere. 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