The Grapefruit by Lauren Hunt

The Grapefruit

by Lauren Hunt

My fingers barely close around the grapefruit.
I feel the weight and size of it, how the rind gives
And stretches and rolls in the palm of my hand,
The missing half of a long forgotten morning prayer.

This grapefruit is a memory, aged but precious.
I am a child again, sitting across from my grandfather,
Eating our breakfasts together. My grandmother
Always told me I could eat as I pleased for breakfast,

But grapefruit for him meant grapefruit for me, too.
By way of blessing, he nods firmly at me and we rip
Our sugar packets open, together, scattering the strips
Of pink wrinkled paper across the table.

In the grapefruit memory, he’s no longer as round
And laughing as before the first heart attack, but not yet
As sick and frail as after his fourth. He reads the Jonesboro
Sun from cover to cover, even the political pieces, which

Elicit mostly tsking. He says he can’t believe how red
The state of Bill Clinton and small farmers has gone.
Across the worn, handmade table, I sit quietly,
Chewing on the sweet and sour of the grapefruit,

And studying the lines of his cheeks and the sunspots
On his forehead, the anointing balm of a cotton grower.

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Lauren Hunt is currently a law student at the University of Alabama. She graduated with a minor in Creative Writing from Pepperdine University in 2012. She was active as a writer and staff member of Expressionists literary magazine and hopes to continue writing and publishing in the years to come. She can be contacted at lshunt@crimson.ua.edu.

Dancing in Trance: Drenched in the Divine by Kavita Venkateswar

Dancing in Trance: Drenched in the Divine

by Kavita Venkateswar

Flutes of the bamboo tremble
The thrum of the gamelan
Resonates under my feet
Strike of the mallet
Metallophones ring
Strings, rebab, rise
In symphony
Cacophony
I tremble
Flutter
Quake
Crash!

It is she
She comes for us

Crash of the gong wadoan
pendulous breasts swinging, white scarf round her head
here enters the witch
into the temple of the divine
grotesque and riveting in her magic
I cannot bear to look
I lay on the dirt
I should not
I cannot

But she has come for the king
Who has refused her daughter’s hand
His emissary pleads
The Kedang Ageng drum rumbles
Thunder under my palms
A breath of fire burns
He is human no longer, but a dragon of ancient lore
I cannot look
I should not look

Thick heavy air shrouds the dancers
The witches plague has come
I cannot look
I should not look

I fall to the ground
I cannot look
I should not look

A hand falls across my neck
My eyes open before I can think
I cannot look
I should not?
But in the veil of smoke,
The dragon’s eyes pierce my soul
I cannot help but look

It is them
They have come for us

The drum beats into my consciousness
The throb of the bass sounding in my ear
Da-dum da-dum da-dum
But wait, that is the drum no longer
It is my heart, yet not even mine
Flooding my body, my blood
Drenched in the divine

The spirit has entered me
I am no longer myself

The blade, its curve an ocean wave
Grey, a wave caught in the tumult of a storm
The kris, weapon of the heavenly
The blade turns in my hand, her hand,
In our hand perhaps, I cannot tell
I am lost

Body seizes
Arms spasm
Legs convulse
Hands jerk
And the kris stabs the chest
Over and over
Horrific and beautiful
Jab and thrust
Eerie and magnificent
thrust and blow

an arresting sight
with blood never drawn
legs half bent, huddled
feet open, torso to the side
sensual arching of the spine
womanly curve of the buttocks
and the spirit dances the legong
faster
and more intricate
stabbing
convulsing
fluttering
jerking

collapsing

I cannot help but look, listen
To the priest who speaks of dance I had never learned
But performed flawlessly in the most scared of temples
Of the celestial that coursed through my veins
Of the hours I cannot remember

Not a dance
But a trance
A prayer to the gods

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Kavita Venkateswar is a recent graduate of Rice University in Houston, Texas, with a degree in Chemical Engineering. Her poetry has been published in The Dreamcatcher: Awaken the Sleeping Poet Festival and in R2: The Rice Review. In 2011, she was awarded the Schumann Brothers Grant for Creative Expression, through which she was awarded $1000 to research and create a series of poems about different types of world dance. Her favorite poets are Naomi Shihab Nye and Emily Dickinson. Kavita is an avid photographer and Bharata Natyam dancer, and will be pursuing advanced study in dance in India this fall. She currently lives in San Antonio, Texas.

blind hope blues by by henry 7. reneau, jr

blind hope blues

for trena riley

by henry 7. reneau, jr

the blues toil within a gilded, circular vacuum.
when the Mason jar tilt sideways
hobbled lightening bugs
illuminate the world inside their glass cage
with the last remaining light casting a shadow on the sun,
beauty within emptiness, hidden in plain sight.

we are witnesses, 400 years underground,
and commotion is the atmosphere we swim in,
testing and backstabbing and pulling the knife out
to lick our wounds and try to heal
only to make a scar that says: STAB HERE REPEATEDLY

the blues toil within a brick-walled, linear vacuum
that takes more than Elvis to fill. time stutter-steps,
a heartbeat across a horizon-less plane
where God and the Devil circle in pugilism
like ancient, rusting cars idling in tall grass,
beauty within emptiness, hidden in plain sight.

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henry 7. reneau, jr. has been published in various journals/anthologies, among them, Nameless Magazine; Subliminal Interiors Literary Arts Magazine; The Chaffey Review; The View From Here; FOLLY Magazine; Entering; Tule Review; BlazeVOX; Black Heart Magazine; Forty Ounce Bachelors; Suisun Valley Review; and Tidal Basin Review.

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Killer Cocktails and Marshall Swindles by Jillian Garner

Killer Cocktails and Marshall Swindles

by Jillian Garner

 

I want to know what if feels like to play chess with death.
Walking into that shared hospital room everyday,
Your killer cocktails waiting to creep into your prosthetic veins.
To kiss your whimsical strands,
They’ll be gone soon anyways.
To shuffle to the bathroom,
Your life rolling beside you.
To watch them with ethereal blue iris’s,
Wondering how many times they’ve played this game
Fearing, does death eventually outsmart
With a Marshall Swindle

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I was originally born in small town in Colorado. Having battled many unexpected experiences in my life, I have used writing as a therapeutic way to release emotions that seem to have no other way to come out. I am currently a student at University of Colorado Denver, studying Psychology and hoping to sooner rather than later work for Amnesty International and the Red Cross helping in their Disaster Relief areas. I also write a blog called Avagsyoullthankmelater.com. The blog site touches on many subjects that have to do with many experiences people go through and how to cope, handle, and work through their emotions. Given my personality though, there is a touch of sarcasm in it.

Untitled By Jennifer-Crystal Johnson

Untitled

By Jennifer-Crystal Johnson

Nearing the edge
Of sanity

And every dream
Flashes before her
With a pure
Intensity

The beauty of

Reality

Inside out

*As published in Strangers with Familiar Faces

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Jennifer-Crystal Johnson is originally from Germany, but was raised all over. She has published one novella under her former last name, The Outside Girl: Perception is Reality (Publish America, 2005 – this will be out of print in 2013), a poetry book, Napkin Poetry (Broken Publications, 2010), and a collection of poetry, art, and prose called Strangers with Familiar Faces (Broken Publications, 2011). Her poem, Yin & Yang, was featured on Every Writer’s Resource’s Poem a Day site. One of her short stories, The Clinic, has been featured in Jack Meets Jill, and her short horror story, The Huntress, has been featured in Zombie Coffee Press. Her poetry has appeared in various anthologies including Theatre of the Mind (Noble House, 2003) and Invoking the Muse (Noble House, 2004). She currently works as the Managing Editor for Phati’tude Literary Magazine published by the IAAS, freelance writer and editor, and is working toward a degree in creative writing. She lives in the Pacific Northwest with her fiance, 3 kids, and two cats. Her new literary magazine can be found at www.soulvomit.com and her publishing company is Broken Publications: www.brokenpublications.com.

Author site and blog: www.jennifercrystaljohnson.com
Publisher: www.brokenpublications.com
Annual anthology on domestic violence: www.soulvomit.com

Blues by Brendan Sullivan

Blues

by Brendan Sullivan

Morning comes in widow’s weeds
while gloom
settles to the bottom of my cup,
begging to be stirred,
wondering why my chin
has fallen over the rim
and how come my feet
take forever to shuffle
over floorboards and dust.
I am vacant, worn down –
just this mud-bare rug,
heels bleeding gray,
and so tired
I forgot how to say your name
or the color of the walls
when I turn out the lights.
It is just the pain of you
settling in again
with leftover Sunday evening.

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Night’s Brilliance by Dabir Ahmed Shaikh

Night’s Brilliance

by Dabir Ahmed Shaikh

Stream of consciousness flows on, stars smile on
Forms shapes, smiles flit on.
Desires fulfilled unfulfilled whirl on.
Stars of gloom on the mournful sky
haunted by the horror of the onslaught
Astronauts spin on to distant darkness.
My heart beats spill out stream of sorrow.
The new shapes of my new found dreams
welcome the new dawn, smiling in the lap of milky way.

The Bedroom by Doug Draime

The Bedroom

by Doug Draime

There is no point of
reflection here.

It wavers
at the angle the bed
used to be. Where
it was once was, at that
angle, I watched
the stars and moon.

Now the moon is where
the apple tree
was. The radio has
completely disappeared.

A Mexican vase is there
instead. The walls have
been painted a color
I don’t know: between
blue and
avocado. The shadows

don’t dance anymore, they
float, moaning bitterly
over the place
where you once slept
beside me. The twinkling
chandelier is gone, and I
can’t find the ceiling

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Doug Draime’s most recent books include Los Angeles Terminal: Poems 1971-1980 (Covert Press) and Rock ‘n Roll Jizz (Propaganda Press). Forthcoming full-length collection from Interior Press, More Than The Alley in 2012. Awarded PEN grants in 1987, 1991 and 1992. Nominated for several Pushcart Prizes in last few years. He lives with his wife and family in the foothills of Oregon.

Attention by Zachary Anthony

Attention

by Zachary Anthony

ATTENTION.
Overwhelming,
normally unconscious,
Compulsion.

You throw yourself out there.

Was it worth it?
Everyone is laughing at you.
Everyone is cheering for you.
Everyone is trying to empathize with you.

But it feels wrong.
Your outburst,
Big or small.
Even now,
You want these words to be read.
Is it a good poem or bad?
If good, will people link it back to me,
Think highly of me?

ATTENTION.
But what is this snag in the pit of your stomach?
You emerge to consciousness,
See the first option:
Acting, dancing, joking, etc.
No matter how phony it may feel.

Shouldn’t you love to act or dance or joke?
But why do you just love the attention?

Second option:
Write for yourself,
For the fun it entails.
Sing from your heart,
Uncaring,
Only to give life to your own two feet.

Now,
You say,
I will abstain.
But how long can you withstand the pressure?
Attention
Attention!!!
ATTENTION!!!!!

It’s her fault by John Steffen

It’s her fault

by John Steffen

Because of the moon
Wife and I got in a fight when
I dragged her outside to see the light tonight
Because of the moon

The light of night is not her interest, she said
And I am just a fool, by her insistence and spite

Because of the moon
The neighbor’s dog barked at me
I meander like a sheep lost in my own back yard
Because of the moon

Because of the moon
A brilliant light, a bitter wife
A barking dog, a sparkling night
Words written born out of light
Because of the moon
It’s her fault

 

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John Steffen is a retired fundraiser and of late a student of fiction and poetry at the University of Mississippi in Oxford, Mississippi. Although unpublished save an article or two some decades ago, and a recent story on http://www.everywritersresource.com/shortstories/ he is now in the process of recreating himself for the 60th time with the dream of publishing a book of memoirs. Website Links: http://ofdogsandotherobservations.blogspot.com/\

Fourteen by Morgan Rae Glazier

Fourteen

by Morgan Rae Glazier

During a Sunday drive,
our mother stopped our white Dodge Spirit
at the base of the Harrisville hills.
She snatched a chisel and hammer,
from the Spirit’s storage,
and said, wait here girls.

For thirty minutes,
my sister and I
stared out the car window,
our mother carving her and her boyfriend’s
initials into a heart-shaped stump
on the side
of US-23 South.

This was the closest my mother
would come to prayer

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Morgan Rae Glazier has a Bachelor of Science from Central Michigan University, and is currently pursuing an M.A. in Student Affairs. She writes poetry and non-fiction, and is quite fond of laughing out loud as often as possible.

echoes of love by Earl Moore

the spring garden
passionate love poem
softly echoes
my longing for you
but now emptiness

echoes of love

by Earl Moore

the spring garden
passionate love poem
softly echoes
my longing for you
but now emptiness

butterfly
the garden bench
Monarch
floating softly to my
tender as your soft touch

southern grass
soft morning fog
lightly moves
as your fresh body
at the movie last night

white dove
lands a few feet away
picnic basket
sudden echoes in a lost past
with marriage vows to last

Lunch Break, Kansas by Devin Harrison

Lunch Break, Kansas

by Devin Harrison

The children dip midday under broad-armed elms
by the edge of the lake cup their hands in water
send schools of marbled green glass minnows
shuttering through the shallows

we have just come off an endless summer road,
stopped for play after miles of wheat and Milo
and dust billows from the siege of tractors
chugging fall planting furrows across the dry plains.

I join them squeeze through bottom silt with them,
peek under lime-colored algae bend together in depths
which sucks all that is living down into it up I feel
the urgent sun soften feel my skin swallow then close

it seldom happens a respite like this pulled from time
the children recognize this rake their fingers purposefully
through the slowly eddying afternoon drag for tadpoles
newt eggs ideas filled with unfathomable possibilities

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Devin Harrison has published poetry in numerous periodicals throughout the US and Canada. These magazines include: Contemporary Verse Two, Grain, Event, The Amethyst Review, Kansas Quarterly, South Dakota Review, Passages North, and others.

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